Today the drama competition held at my school (STAD) finally ended and my team did not win. I am a bit disappointed but already past. Today as i act, i really want to cry but i can't. Don't know why after the competition only i started to feel like crying. This was most probably the last time i can join this kind of competition. I really hope that my team can win because it was the last time. U know how sad i am when i knew my team did not win. But i can't just ignore that other teams were better. So i just accept the fact that my team lost. I still feel that i can't mix with friends that are same class with me now. Still have wall among us. A wall that can never be broken through. I feel sad nowadays because it seems like no body appreciate for what i had done for them. Even the most basic words like "thank you" also did not say. My request is very easy to achieve. Isn't it? I just want people to appreciate me. Is that so hard just to say thank you? I don't want to feel like people are using me just because they think that i'm stupid and kind. Can easily do things for them. I'm human. I got feelings too, u know?. So, please stop doing that! Or else i will be suffering from mental problems. Maybe i'm little bit too sensitive. I should let go of my anger and try to be happy.