School Reopens

Another one day and my holidays will end. I really can't accept this fact tat school reopens. I really love holidays, i don't like school. At school my friends tat r same class with me now treat me different because i am not same class with them during secondary school. I'm in form six now. Everything changes. All the subjects i study r much harder than secondary school. Physics, Chemistry and Maths r much harder to score A and usually i no need 2 study for Maths, but now i need to memorize all those very complex formula and take tuition for Maths. I really scare i will ruin again this time. I only got 8As 4 my SPM instead of 12 or 11As, which most of my friends got. My class during secondary school was a 12 subjects class, including account. I got A 4 my three science subjects, maths and account, but all my language subjects got 3B and the worst was history. I got 4B 4 my history subject. Don't know y i really hate history, i can't help myself to love it, just like i hate pengajian am. Pengajian am is just like history, but most of it is about the structure of government. I like science and maths and i hate history, really boring and no fun at all. Don't know this is my problem or not. Some of my friends got 1A 4 their history. Jealous much

Christmas's Feelings

Although now ad pasted christmas, but i still feel sad about wat happen tat day. My friends all went to KL but i rejected them bcaz my second won't allow and i don't wan to argue wif her. Besides, i thought my good friend wil accompany me as i asked him b4 tat day and he said he won't go, but suddenly he changed plan and went. I really angry and sad. Actually, my sixth sis permitted me to go, but i din fight 4 my own right, bcaz i really thought tat my friend wil accompany me and now i feel sad. Another friend of mine asked me to take the photos tat were captured tat day from my neighbour who is also my same class friend during secondary school. I feel more sad after i looked at those photos. They smile and looked like very happy tat day and me only stayed at house the whole day, din even went out. My eldest sis went out wif her family, my second sis needs to paint the house for CNY, my third and fourth sis ad married and moved out, my fifth sis had to work tat day and my sixth sis went out wif her boyfriend. No one accompany me tat day and my christmas was ruining. I always dream of going to country where there is four seasons and celebrate my christmas there wif my family. Although i can't go to other countries to celebrate, but i feel happy to celebrate wif my family. But this year was different then all the christmas i had b4. Boring and nothing to do. I had never been like tat b4.