School Reopens

Another one day and my holidays will end. I really can't accept this fact tat school reopens. I really love holidays, i don't like school. At school my friends tat r same class with me now treat me different because i am not same class with them during secondary school. I'm in form six now. Everything changes. All the subjects i study r much harder than secondary school. Physics, Chemistry and Maths r much harder to score A and usually i no need 2 study for Maths, but now i need to memorize all those very complex formula and take tuition for Maths. I really scare i will ruin again this time. I only got 8As 4 my SPM instead of 12 or 11As, which most of my friends got. My class during secondary school was a 12 subjects class, including account. I got A 4 my three science subjects, maths and account, but all my language subjects got 3B and the worst was history. I got 4B 4 my history subject. Don't know y i really hate history, i can't help myself to love it, just like i hate pengajian am. Pengajian am is just like history, but most of it is about the structure of government. I like science and maths and i hate history, really boring and no fun at all. Don't know this is my problem or not. Some of my friends got 1A 4 their history. Jealous much